Those dreams I had
One night at edge
Or it was morning I
Missed then in a
Dream of the problem
Of the trouble that’s
Never so bad in dreams
As it might seem when
I’m not talking to you
But only dreaming
My dream of being myself
Or I’m someone else
But always elsewhere,
Elsewhere, disembarking.
There’s trouble, a prob-
Lem according to someone
But to me it seems, well,
It seems just to be the
Ordinary patient dilemma
Of a demanding world
Of snowy sleep.
In sleep demands cohere
In new ways the rules
Differ if you can stay
Afloat in them. Don’t panic!
Another person says (her
Body says) but I don’t
Anyway, I’m her
Dream. Things make
Sense over here
In their peculiar way.
In foggy day air’s
Sea’s hillside wrapped
In fog where vulture’s
Wing-swept dark swoops
Or scoops air or’s scooped
In air while bushtips
Twitter in what wind’s here
Or there at which I look
To describe but am lost
In words or without them
Then the simplest ones
That make their mark
On some piece of paper there
Mumbling, a fly
Flies by
All the people
Swiftly & slowly
Pass through
Catch sleeve
On bougainvillea twig
Hangs too low
Breaks forward
Motion’s
Rhythm & rhyme — such
Confusion of purpose —
The rich convinced
They’re conscious
But for rosy fragrance
On morning bush
In fog
Destroys the lazy thinking —
Earthy, loamy —
Daddy took the keys
Now it’s miasma
Of right & wrong
Never sleeps
& does not know
All do determined by brain
No more great men
Advance the ball
History’s on its own
A cloud
A fog
Like war
Like consumer preference data
Murky moon above
See (sea) below
There are no seasons in a dull mind
In a tired mind a spent mind and broken
There’s no renewal. Hold up the lantern over there
Light up the sky over there
In days there are forever afternoons
The calm man rides by on a horse let’s
Watch the years go by
The calm man on the horse over there
Two by two each one male and female
According to their dispensations
There are no more people
Around here anymore
Can’t keep it, that, but, fight
The subject till it fall from its height
To defeat in a welter of watered words —
These grow by seed, sprout, leaf out, flourish,
Breed whole civilizations of discontent,
Unsayable bastions, analogues of spent
And secret jargon only the dead decipher
In their subsoil strongholds —
Note that this style belongs to a shyster,
No natural expression of my sophisticated
Innocence, fashionably implicated in a round absence,
Sorry desire without object —
Leveled, defying description
All those gathered
Those tethered in place and worshipped
For their surfeit as forfeit of lordship
Those sacred folk of myth
Olympian in their outsized desire
Choose to benight themselves
Over treasures of the earth
Designer mountains, haute couture seas
As we sing of them as gods they’re so good
At conjuring cash from connection and thirst
And smoke and mirrors and rinds of flesh
They soar over there on their cloud
Justice justice the prophet says
And gets his words echo back
Who knows how to get there
From here or to here from here — suppose
All were not as on Olympus
But were instead as one wished
In one’s last best thought
On one’s last best day
Where would then the
Emphasis lie if not
Beyond telling or singing
In what one aspired to
A warmth in heart and hand
A last will and testament
On human earth
Ordered that girl’s sloping eye
Mirrored in that fisheye
In that large thin fingereye
That irradiated eye in the rye
Two elbows touch at the elbow
After the sun comes out
Jumbled clothing spread out on a street
Does the irascible man mutter to his mother?
No use fooling around about the violence
Squeezes out the other end of desire, life, eye
One punch as well as the following
Mixing metaphors with mountaintops
As eye lopes along music’s fidgety trail